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| 02:36am 05/09/2004 |
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i think i'm going to delete this lj ... i have monstered up a new one. clapxyourxhands ... add me bitches =) |
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| bad boys bad boys, whatcha gonna do ... whatcha gonna do when they come for you? |
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| 04:35pm 31/08/2004 |
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i think this is the earliest i've ever woken up working third shift ... hmm ... but my eyes just wont open for nothing.
summers over, sucks for all the hs kids, haha. i wish i was going to college this fall, but hey, what can you do when you're shit out of luck and money oh well.
i wish i were a little more busier.
i work monday, tuesday, wednesday 11-6 am, have off on thursday, work friday 11-6 am.
if i had my car, i would be out often keeping myself busy.
im going to paint myself my car black. and its going to have a skull and cross bones on the top of the car with pink. yeah its going to rule. and if you diss, you're an ass licker jk ...
i think i might go to the hs band camp to see all the old instructors ... yes ... i was a band geek ... suck it |
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| bitches get stiches |
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| 07:29am 31/08/2004 |
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SEX SURVEY
GENERAL INFORMATION –
Name: tiff
Age: 18
Sex: female
Hair: marron
Eyes: green/blue
Height: 5'
Weight: fatty mcfatterson
Birthplace: warrington, pa
Location: aston
QUESTIONS -
1) What is your sexual preference? men, but girls arnt bad
2) Who was the first person you ever had a crush on? jason green
3) What was your first date like? it was along the lines of, me him, mommy and movies? haha
4) What was your first kiss like? dumb ... i was only in elementry school!
5) Have you ever French-Kissed someone? noway, i'm too goodie for that.
6) Have you ever touched another person sexually (i.e. “Second Base”) =-o i never!
7) Have you ever manually stimulated another person (i.e. “Fingered, Jerked-Off”)? yes, but i dont like it ... peepees are ugly
8) Have you ever had it done to you? yessum
9) Do you have a nickname for your genitalia? yes sir
10) What is it? butterfly =D
11) Do you masturbate? i have, not really do it
12) If so, how often? umm the last time i did was probably 2 years ago, haha honestly
13) Do you have fantasies? yeah, but honestly about 3somes haha
14) If so, could you share one? you wish ;-)
15) Have you ever fantasized about the same sex? sure
16) What turns you on? biting
17) Have you ever had a boyfriend or girlfriend? no im a fat loser =)
18) If so, how many? enuff ... 2 serious, the rest were gay
19) Have you ever been naked around another person, or persons?all the time, i have nothing to hide ... oh yeah, except for my clapidy clap
20) How would you describe your physical appearance? fat ass midget :)
21) How would you describe your personality? crazy, kind, weird, loving, open, hmm awesome? =)
22) Have you ever had sex? yes
23) How old were you your first time? 17
24) How many people have you ever had sex with? 5
25) Have you ever had an orgasm? sure buddy
26) Have you ever received oral sex? yes
27) If not, would you? N/A
28) Have you ever given oral sex? yes
29) If not, would you? N/A
30) Do you use condoms? hmm yes
31) What brand? a grocery bag? haha jk, who knows or cares.
32) Have you ever been into a sex shop? many, they are fun :)
33) If so, what did you buy? porn and sexy panties haha
34) If not, would you? N/A
35) What would you buy? hmm anything fun or interesting
36) Have you ever used any type of “Personal Lubricant”? nope
37) If so, what kind? N/A
38) Do you own any sexy lingerie or underwear? yessum
39) Do you have a fetish? biting mostly, sucking as well
40) What is your favorite sexual thing to do? sex basically haha ... touching is such a beautiful thing as weel.
41) … to have done to you? same as above really
42) Have you ever participated in S&M or Bondage? no
43) If not, would you? maybe
44) Have you ever used handcuffs during sex? nope, dont need to be set up ... dun dun dun!
45) Have you ever participated in anal sex? nope ewwy
46) If not, would you? never ever ever never!
47) Have you ever participated in a “Titi Fuck”? i suppose since it was done to me? haha
48) If not, would you? again? maybe if my boobies grow!?
49) Do you know what a “Rim Job” is? actually no ... wanna tell me?
50) If so, have you ever participated in one? cant say i have
51) If not, and you know what it is, would you? ?
52) Have you ever had sex with more than one partner at a time? yessum
53) Have you ever had sex in a room where other people were having sex? yessum 0=D
54) Have you ever participated in an orgy? is 4 people an orgy?!
55) If so, how many and what sexes? umm well 4 .. 2 guys, 2 girls
56) Do you watch pornography? hell yes :)
57) If not, would you? N/A.
58) About how many times a day do you think about sex? maybe too much at times ...
59) Have you ever had phone sex? nah
60) If not, would you? possibly
61) Have you ever had on-line sex? yeah of course, too make the stupid person on the other side look like an idiot.
62) If not, would you? not for real ... its gay
63) What is your most ideal place to have sex? anywhere comfortable, i do it anywhere really haha
64) What do you look for in a partner? same thing i'd look for in a bf
65) How often do you flirt? it just comes natural
66) Have you ever “Flashed” someone? haha yeah sure
67) Have you ever been “Flashed”? many times
68) What is the longest amount of time you have had sex? probably an hour
69) How long was your longest relationship? 7 months
70) On a scale of 1 to 10, with 1 being the least and 10 being the most, how would you rate your:
HOTNESS - 5
PERSONALITY - 9
SEXUAL ABILITY - 9
PROMISCUITY - 10
WILLINGNESS TO EXPERIMENT - 10 |
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| long time no write |
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| 06:48am 24/08/2004 |
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so theres been a lot happening since i've written.
finally graduated. got a new kitten. mom kicked me out of the house *her words qoute you're 18 now so you can move out unqoute. also, she didnt want my kitty* BITCH. finally got a job at wawa. living with mamie. getting a car of my own soon. and a new place hopefully. thats about it for now.
theres this silly website with silly t-shirts made by silly people. but not me. but i figured if anyone was curious or interested, i'd advertise.
http://www.ifyourenerdyandyouknowitclapyourhands.com/ |
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| oh snap son! |
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| 11:09pm 21/05/2004 |
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oh yes, i am turning 18 tomorrow, its a crazy thing ... and im going to do some crazy things ... fucked up things that you would not believe! ok ok ... maybe im lieing ... but we can pretend cant we? anybody miss me? if not ... then ... kiss my bum! muahahaha! hey ... fyi ... me and dave 3 months tomorrow as well! damn am i going on a record or what?? |
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| if you love me ... |
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| 09:08am 12/03/2004 |
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fill this out ... suckas -
I______Tiff.
Tiff______me.
Tiff wants________/
If I was in a shed with Tiff I would______.
Please______Tiff.
Tiff hates______.
Tiff Likes________. |
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| poop |
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| 09:03am 12/03/2004 |
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(_) I NEVER HAVE BEEN DRUNK
(_) I NEVER HAVE SMOKED POT
(_) I NEVER HAVE KISSED A MEMBER OF THE OPPOSITE SEX
(_) I NEVER HAVE KISSED A MEMBER OF THE SAME SEX
(x) I NEVER CRASHED INTO SOMEONE ELSE'S CAR
(x) I NEVER BEEN TO JAPAN
(x) I NEVER RODE IN A TAXI
(x) I NEVER HAD ANAL SEX
(x) I NEVER HAVE BEEN IN LOVE
(_) I NEVER HAD SEX
(x) I NEVER HAVE HAD SEX IN PUBLIC
(_) I NEVER HAVE BEEN DUMPED
(_) I NEVER SHOPLIFTED
(_) I NEVER HAVE BEEN FIRED
(x) I NEVER BEEN IN A FIST FIGHT
(_) I NEVER HAD A THREESOME
(_) I NEVER SNUCK OUT OF MY PARENT'S HOUSE
(x) I NEVER BEEN TIED UP (SEXUALLY)
(x) I NEVER BEEN CAUGHT MASTURBATING
(x) I NEVER PISSED ON MYSELF
(_) I NEVER HAD SEX WITH A MEMBER OF THE SAME SEX
(_) I NEVER HAD SEX WITH A MEMBER OF THE OPPOSITE SEX
(x) I NEVER BEEN ARRESTED
(x) I NEVER MADE OUT WITH A STRANGER
(_) I NEVER STOLE SOMETHING FROM MY JOB
(x) I NEVER CELEBRATED NEW YEARS IN TIME SQUARE
(_) I NEVER WENT ON A BLIND DATE
(_) I NEVER LIED TO A FRIEND
(_) I NEVER HAD A CRUSH ON A TEACHER
(x) I NEVER CELEBRATED MARDI-GRAS IN NEW ORLEANS
(x) I NEVER BEEN TO EUROPE
(_) I NEVER SKIPPED SCHOOL
(x) I NEVER SLEPT WITH A CO-WORKER
(x) I NEVER HAVE BEEN FISTED AND/OR HAVE NEVER FISTED ANYONE
(x) I NEVER HAVE THROWN UP IN A BAR
(x) I NEVER HAVE PURPOSELY SET A PART OF MYSELF ON FIRE
(_) I NEVER HAVE EATEN SUSHI
(x) I NEVER HAVE BEEN SNOWBOARDING
(_) I NEVER HAVE BEEN HAPPY WITH MYSELF
(x) I NEVER HAD SEX AT A FRIEND'S HOUSE WHILE THEY WERE THROWING A PARTY
(x) I HAVE NEVER HAD SEX IN A DRESSING ROOM
(_) I HAVE NEVER GIVEN ORAL SEX
(x) I NEVER CHEATED ON MY BOYFRIEND/GIRLFRIEND
(_) I NEVER SEE THE GOOD SIDES OF THINGS.
(_) I NEVER FLASHED ANYONE.
(x) I NEVER FLEW IN AN AIRPLANE |
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| hey kids |
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| 11:21am 08/03/2004 |
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my mom got rid of the internet - and phone line. what kind of crap is that? i've been having internet withdrawls. but i guess it's better this way for now. i get to bed earlier and hmm, i do better in school? haha. right. i'm actually more tired today then i ever was when i went to bed at 3. i really have to tickle as well. but i'm to lazy. i've been having a lot of sexual dreams lately. like last night - i dreamt of a big vagina ... and that's all i can remeber from here on out. there was more to it of course. but i only remember that much. of course ... because i am such a perv. damn. i need to go to lit soon, i just needed to finish up some research on south street so i can get something going for our project. i'm really hungry. i want a smores bar. i also would like to just go to sleep. yeah i'm being boring so i'm shutting up. |
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| fucking disaster |
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| 02:08pm 29/02/2004 |
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people who talk shit are going to get my long hard dick up their ass ... and scream so loud they'll pop their own own ear drums and fucking bleed. *it's just as bad as it sounds - give it a rest - it's a waste of time - you are a waste of time* |
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| you can never be too old |
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| 05:41pm 26/02/2004 |
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i went to elwyn today. had to sign some papers for volunteering. i didnt expect to start today. it was arts n crafts. i felt like a mother to 15 old geezers with slight retardation. but it was cute. dorothy was cute - i mixed red and white paint for her, for pink for her plaster heart. i helped georgie scribble and he told me to give his picture to his new girlfriend from church. katie complimented me on my shirt. billy was telling me about how he fought indians, and the chief was killed my his son in the woods, and everyone was sad. but billy was willing to fight and risk his life for his people. quite interesting i must say. my favorite was richard. he sang danny boy to me. and he prayed for me to god twice. i helped him paint his duck, and he told me i was always on his mind and he loved me <3 - this is just day one. |
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| do me like you want me |
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| 11:35am 26/02/2004 |
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i skined a rat all by myself yesterday - i named her lisa - jesse named her sally. she cut sally vaginal area all to hell. poor dead rat, how i really do feel for you. i swear jesse loves her rat so much, shes going to kiss it before its totally mangaled. im sitting in the same room as finn. i wish i could type like him ... it's so un professional, but amusing. me like. i gave myself a paper cut this morning - its pretty deep. i think i need stitches. is there a doctor in the house? how about a boy dressed like a doctor? with just a lab coat on ... and a stethascope ... but thats all. any takers to come stitch me? i will need some photos though ... so - send away - im a picky women ... i will let my finger fall off if i need. i want a krispy creme donut ... now ... the hot gooey fresh ones. mmmm hot dirty sex. alright - is almost time to encounter my lisa and jesse's sally. we shall see what they have in store for us today - today we are not alone - but it would be more fun if we were ;o) |
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| i'm not enough - i suck |
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| 10:43pm 24/02/2004 |
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i'm tired of people who sit there and complain about me - when they are the problem. talk bad about me, when it's their doing that made them at fault. i make one mistake that would've ended up looking bad in any direction i turn and i'm hated. but thats ok. i can deal with it all. i can deal with that. i can't please everyone. no one pleases me. i'm tired of all the bs and the cunt rags who start stupid shit. gah. oh well. i'm fine. really. just confused about somethings, some people. on a side note - * i heart you fucker <3 * |
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| to give up now doesnt make much sense. |
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| 09:53pm 10/02/2004 |
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these thoughts of mine, overpower all sense of reality. i dont even know whats real anymore. but does it matter? it never matters. continously drawing beautiful nothings, saving me from myself, i think of something. just one thing. one special thing. a special someone. my feelings are still the same, if not stronger. and yet, here i am alone ... writing simple messages to you over and over again. i'm weak and fragile, at your will. but i'll never let go. xoxo <3 |
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| he loves you - who loves you more, to let you go |
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| 12:56pm 27/01/2004 |
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I went to see Mae and Copeland last night at the TLA. It was freaking frigid. But all in all, it was a good time. I heart Mae <3 The lead singer Kenny from the starting line came out and sang with the lead singer from Mae when they played summertime. it was great ... his hair is now black and no longer blonde. Before the lead singer of Mae said that was him, he looked so familiar i couldnt figure it out ... and he sounds a lot like the lead singer from mae. craziness - but awesome. it made me happy. And i didnt even pay - which i feel bad for because i hate when i dont have money, but yeah - you know.Not many people know who they are, but i do - cause i'm cool. I missed my spanish midterm today. Oh well. I'll make it up eventually. I feel kind of sick. This sucks. I need mad drugs right now ... every kind at my feet - NOW. If i was into that and a druggie of course. My medicine for everything is to sleep. I've been pretty good lately. Even though it hasnt been the weekend, i've been waking up at 11-12ish everyday. Better than 1-2-3-4 etc. etc. Alright so this is my post for the month, im outtie kids. </3 |
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| 01:19pm 13/01/2004 |
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this morning i slipped on a piece of soup and i fell in the shower and i tried to catch my balance but my stomach landed on the side and i got the wind knocked out of me ... and then somehow i hit my nose along the lines of this story and it wouldn't stop bleeding - i sat in the bathroom for like 2 hours straight and it still wouldnt stop, so i went to go lay down in my bed to see if that would help, but i ended up falling asleep and i was having all these weird ass dreams ... but the one part that stuck out the most is the best one : me and sam were walking with brian trout to his house, no clue why, but we got there and his mom is all crazy and going all over the place like shes drunk. me and sam just stand by the door and we watch as brian feels the need to clean up the house around him. but they have this old maid that speaks spansish and her and brian are talking in spanish and i get so confused. haha i still dont know why sam is with me, but i made fun of brians girly boots he had lieing around and he said they were actually his moms - but he was wearing them that day haha. so we eventually move towards the living room and i dont know what the hell we're doing just talking about his mom and dad and how they get drunk every night so they can act civil to everyone? then out of no where we see that the spanish maid is on the computer and we can see the screen clearly and she was watching this nasty porn, where someone was fucking someone up the butt, and it was just horrible, i never thought it could look so real in a dream haha. it all ended with me laughing my ass off. yeah - haha i dunno i just felt the need to share that. |
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| 07:24am 13/01/2004 |
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so, i need some punches in the face. i havent been feeling like doing anything but be a lazy ass kid. gah - though i am attempting to get a job ... i do have an application for the coffee beanry (hey, at least im trying) i was actually thinking last night - that at first i was a little shakey on this whole brett thing, you know, me being single for so long - i kind of got use to be a single flirt. and i can't say that i still dont flirt - but i have grown more fond and attached to brett. i find myself actually missing him and wanting him to come see me. at first i didnt unfortunatly. i guess it just took me awhile to crack because im so damn picky. damn myself. but - i really do have something special, brett is the nicest boy ever, a little strange, but thats what makes it all the better. haha.
for school, i suck, thats all i can say. i'm just so tired of it all, that im falling, and gah i just suck. plain and simple. im going to take a year off before college. i want to go out of the country for this work experience that involves me getting monies that i can save up for, intution and scholarships to any college. and hell i get to experience life outside the US and go to whatever country i want! so hopefully, this shall go through, because i dont want to JUST take a year off. i know if i do that, i'll just get use to not going to school and i wont want to go. but i really do want to go to college - no doubt.
i've been knocking some more sense into my mom. she's been more lieneiant, and nicer to me. which is kind of funny. i helped her and talked to her about john, because he told me he thought they were growing apart. man i feel like the mother, and she always yells at me for it ... but sometimes - i have to? listening to my mom vent and back herself up, what she was basically saying was that she cant do it all on her own, and that shes selfish, because she thinks of herself before me and gage. no lie ... i mean i understand a single parent with not a lot of money coming in - its fucking tuff, but theres always room for the poeple you love, especially your damn kids. but whatever - it really isnt a thing right now, so im not going to pry anymore into that ness.
i went to see brians band the best kept secret and a modest promise on saturday. they are fucking awesome. specially a modest promise, they sure have come a long way from the last time i saw them. me and sam have been hanging out lots, and thats always fun. GIRLS DONT POOP! haha - oh, brett doesnt believe girls poop, so me and sam are going to get him out of that piece of mind because hes a loser - and has to face the truth. haha. oh and to top it off - poop is just the coolest word to say. oh and i'm loved by all! muahahaha. the end. |
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| 12:56am 09/01/2004 |
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o.First name: tiffmister
o. Middle name: elizabeth ... yeah im awesome
o. Last name: trueman
o. Nickname(s): tiff, tiffy, tiffers, fanny, spiff, awesome, gun shot
o. Age: 17
o. Birthday: may 22
o. Height: 5'1"
o. Hair color: red
o. Eye color: blue/green
o. Glasses: yeah buddy - but my eyes suck so i need new ones
o. Contacts: mmhmm
o. Braces: they sucked ass, but its what made me look so hot ;) muahaha
o. Hair short or long: short! short is the only way to go ... if you dont have short spunky hair YOUR WRONG.
o. Where you were born: warrington, PA .. all i can remember is a kmart - the park and the navy base.
o. Where you now live: ass town
o. Astrology sign: gemini ... i'm two people ... no lie ... but thats doesnt mean im a fake person, im just crazy ...
o. Chinese zodiac sign: hmm if i cared i'd know ... but i really dont care, there for i have no fucking clue.
o. Nationality: i'm a fairy - the end.
o. Bad habits: cracking my knuckles - drinking soda - smoking
o. Piercing: my tongue, and hopefully the ride side of my lip soon suckas
o. Tattoos: once again, hopefully soon - two nautical stars on my hips ...
ETC.
o. Are you still in school: unfortunatly
o. Current grade: 12th grade
o. Favorite grade: 2nd
o. Worst grade: 11th
o. Favorite teacher: mr. finn hands down mutha fuckers!
o. Worst teacher: hutcheck (sp?) he's an ass in a half who can sit on a fucking dildo and like it
o. Favorite subject: video journalism and film as lit - and study hall ;)
o. Worst subject: math and spanish
o. Buy or bring lunch: i dont eat lunch
o. School sports: the marching band is the real cool deal suckas ... you're all just jealous -
o. High school: Sun Valley High School
o. Favorite memory: the day i met mr. bubbles ...
o. Worst memory: all of 11th grade and so far this year kind of blows my strap on wee-wee.
FAVORITE
o. Number: 4 and 22
o. Clothing brand: who cares ... whatever looks good or catches my eye
o. Shoes: hmm my black and tan converses ... speaking of shoes ... i need a new pair ;)
o. Saying: i'm fucking awesome
o. Vegetables: broccoli or cumcumbers
o. Fruit: pears
o. Candy: twizzler bites
o. Gum: winterfresh
o. Ice cream: cookies n cream or chocolate chip cookie dough
o. Colors: black, red and blue
o. Season: summer/fall
o. Holidays: halloween - christmas blows anymore :(
o. Music: almost anything and everything
o. Thing in your room:
o. Place to be: in my bed
o. Radio station: it over plays and they never play good songs
o. Junk food: hmm s'mores!
o. Fast food place: taco bell
o. Restaurant: red lobster ... i like to play with the lobster ;)
o. Shape: triangle
o. Time of day: 12 in the afternoon and 12 at night
o. Mall: mall of america in minniapolis =p
o. Car: blazer - bling bling, money aint a thang
o. Music video: hmm no clue dont have cable
o. Swear word: assfucker
o. Month: hmm may - it just feels right
PRIVATE LIFE
o. Boyfriend/girlfriend: both ... you're so jealous ;)
o. Do you love anyone right now: food
o. Have you ever been in love: probably not
o. Sex: female
o. How many hearts have you broken: i'm sure many unintentionally ... i over all try to be nice to everyone ... sometimes they just take it different :x
o. How many people broke your heart: only one
o. So what's your bf/gf like: he's the biggest nerd, very outgoing, crazy, is in love with me, and likes sam ;) haha
o. Do you go more by looks or personality: looks first, but if you have no personality what so ever - you're done kid
o. Do you smoke: hmm on occasion
o. How about weed: nope
o. Acid: nope ... whats that pink elephant over there with the squiggly tail and covered in purple polka dots?
o. How about a little ecstasy: nah
o. Crack, heroin, anything else: my daddy always told me to never do crack, and always flashed his hiney crack ... i was scared for life
FRIENDS
o. Best friend(s): Jesse and Sam - no one else likes to hang out with me :(
o. Known longest: Angi
o. Wish you talk to more than you do: Angi, havent talked to her in about a year ... havent seen her in 4
o. How many friends do you think you have: too many, but half of them lie, because they just want to be around someone as cool as me because they are jealous and want to be me =p
o. How many do you actually hang out with: ummm like 2 or 3
o. Who drives you insane: my mother and my brother
o. Craziest: jesse hands down!
o. Loudest: lily ... YAY FOR ANAL SEX!!!!!!!!!!
o. Shyest: SAM
o. Best hair: im sorry jesse but I HAVE THE BEST HAIR BIATCH! haha jk ...
o. Can always make you laugh: myself - no seriously ... im a freaking nerd
o. Best name: brett jay houser
o. Most athletic: i dont have any atletic friends ... they are all lazy and fat and we enjoy eating food ... haha
o. Shortest: hmm me? or kelly ... yeah kelly is def shorter than myself =}
o. Best singing voice: me because i said so ... none of that opera shizzle ... im the real talent of the school!
o. Skinniest: SPAM! and shes got the greatest boobs for being so damn skinny its not fair! GAH! hahahahaha - yeah thats right ... i said it
o. Nicest: well i'm a big smart ass, so who ever is my friend, has to keep up with me, so there for you're most likely not a very nice person ...
o. Best personality: jesse ... you're pwobably wite ...
o. Biggest drug user: my cat
o. Alcoholic: julie
HAVE YOU EVER
o. Flashed someone: yes and have been chased by a cop car until we ran in a big corn field and at this time i had no booobies so if i really didnt do anything hahahahaha
o. Told the person u liked how you felt: always ... im not shy ... fuckers
o. Gotten really REALLY wasted: who hasent? and dont lie!
o. Gone to jail/juvenile detention: no. but i was arrested and got to ride in a cop car!
o. Skateboarded: i have tried it when i was in 9th - then i quit ... and then i started briefly up again, and i tried to do a kick flip, and i fucking fell and i havent done it since hahaha
o. Skinny dipped: once, in a lake ... with a girl ... i was scared of LEECHES!
o. Stolen anything from a store: bubble gum when i was 2 haha
o. Kissed someone of the same sex: haha yessum - i like to kiss girls ... and YES KRYSTAL DOES KISS WITH HER TEETH! hahaha
o. Been to a concert: nope ... but i've gone to plently of shows
o. Been to another country: canada ... the most scariest place EVER
o. Talked back to an adult: umm every day to my mother
o. Given money to some homeless person: i gave a can a soup once =D
o. Cried to get out of trouble: not really - my brother does, and the bastard gets away with it ... he's such a girl i want to punch him in the face
o. Kissed a friend's brother/sister: yeah hahahahahahahaha
THE LAST THING
o. You ate: burger king meal ;) JESSE'S JEALOUS NOW!
o. You drank: coke
o. The last place you went: school
o. Last thing you bought: hmm a soda haha
o. Last person you saw: my mom
o. Last person you talked to: in person ... my mom ... on the phone ... the emachines tech guy ... on here ... hmm brett.
o. Last song you heard: A MODEST PROMISE ... they are soo good =} hmm <3
*I SWEAR IM NOT CONCIETED I'M JUST A SMART ASS* haha |
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| do it up |
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| 01:45am 02/01/2004 |
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mood:  sleepy
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so last night was fun. i met a lot of kick ass people and thats always fun. got drunk off my bum =-x but shh. i take alcohol very well, i'm very proud of myself. brett had a couple bands playing in his basement, dont remember who, but it sounded decent. brett wouldn't let me sleep last night. him and his ADD ... so im pooped as of now. he almost killed me on the way home today. it was creepy, he was looking at me and not paying attention to the road and we almost had a head on collusion with the lady in front of us. actually i lied, it wasnt really scarey, i just sat there and didnt say a word like i was off in la la land.
so i'm kind of going crazy. i think i'm freaking out about this relationship deal. i'm not sure i'm cut out for this. i cant let anyone in. i havent really let anyone. right now i'm with brett, but theres this really good friend of mine who i get really excited to talk to when he's around, and he liked me ... he doesnt know im with brett ... yet, but he just told me that one of his old girls came back and now he's so happy. and i cant be anything but happy for him, but i kind of felt heart broken!? i dont know i'm a screwed up mutha fucka. haha.
i think i really am crazy. insane in the membrane. for real. i think i just like to type. so i'm really probably not making any sense, and all this is a bunch of blabbing jumble. but hey, whatever. it's my journal. i never write in it, and here i am, writing in it, so suck it up and like it! =p haha man i'm awesome.
i've actually changed a lot. it's kind of strange. but it all has to happen eventually. oh yeah, hey it's 2004. little less than 6 months until i graduate. phew, can't wait for that to be over. i'm really not going to miss highschool. yes i will miss a few people no doubt, but im def not going to miss it. maybe how easier it is compared to college, but i really hate sun valley. sorry kids, but i do, i say it loud and clear.
i'm actually really tired i dont know what im still doing up, well yes i do, i'm listening to my buddies vent to me online and i cant just leave them ... specially since they came to me first ;) hehe. but i love them all in all. and i'm blabbing again. i do have a lot more on my mind that i could write about but i'll probably just mess it up right now so i'm going to stop. happy new year everyone! =} |
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| meet brett ... |
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| 12:41am 31/12/2003 |
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this is brett ... he says hi ... and no you cant touch him ... ps. - he got in a fight a little while ago ... so he's a little banged up here ...
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